My Journey: Ladybug, Ladybug, where are you?

November 2, 2008

Ladybug, Ladybug, where are you?

Today we spent the day with your Dad. It was comforting being in your hometown surroundings of Sunray Texas, I was hoping to see you again but you were not there. It's been a year now that you have been gone and I am still in disbelief of your abscence. I miss you everyday and I will never forget your smile and the laughter we shared. Your Dad brought some of that back today, he showed us is artwork, his creations, the farm. He is a talented man and I see you in his smiling face. Lacie got flowers for your headstone. Pink roses with sweet peas, don't worry, they weren't hoochie mama pink Audrey said, they were beautiful just like you would want them. We all had a blizzard together in your honor. We shared memories about you and had some tears too. Just wanted you to know, You will never be forgotten!

Julie's birthday November, 2006.

She passed away November 2, 2007.

"Quotes that I live by"

When one door closes another opens. But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us.
Helen Keller

There is time for everything.
Thomas A. Edison

I demolish my bridges behind me...then there is no choice but to move forward.
Firdtjof Nansen

Nothing can bring you peace but yourself.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

The worst thing you can try to do is cling to something that is gone, or to recreate it.
Johnette Napolitano

You cannot step twice into the same river, for other waters are continually flowing on.
Heraclitus

Happiness does not depend on outward things, but on the way we see them.
Leo Tolstoy

The art of living lies less in eliminating our troubles than in growing with them.
Bernard M. Baruch

Imagination is more important than knowledge.Albert Einstein
We don't live in a world of reality,we live in a world of perceptions.
Gerald J. Simmons

The first and greatest commandment is,Don't let them scare you.
Elmer Davis

You have enemies? Good. That means you’ve stoop up for something, somewhere in your life.

To improve is to change, to be perfect it to change often.

Problems are the price we pay for progress.

Happiness depends on ourselves

Happiness grows at our own firesides and is not to be picked in strangers gardens

To be happy we must not be too concerned with others

Never say more than is necessary

Phrases to live by and repeat to yourself daily if necessary!

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don'tlike you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. You are special and unique.

8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take another look.

11. Always remember the compliments you received..Forget about the rude remarks.

And always remember.....When life hands you lemons, Ask for Gin and Ginger beer and call me over!!

Good friends are like stars.....You don't always see them, But you know they are always there.

'Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another, Even ThoughSometimes It's Hell in the Hallway.

'I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truck load when I'm gone.

Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But OnlyGod keeps You Going

In Loving Memory of one of my dearest and closest friends

Kelly & Lacie

To the "Treehouse Girls" Through our journey with Julie's passing the three of us were by her side each and every day of the last two months of her life. We laughed, we cried, we questioned, we sobbed but through it all we gained major strength and were given new relationships with each other to move forward with. We have each other now to remember our dear friend. To watch over Audrey and shower her with love. Julie named us her treehouse girls. We each have a key to hold onto. A key to Julie's heart and soul. This was something we giggeled about in hospice. We were in the treehouse. You had to have the password to come in. It made Julie feel safe and gave her some sense of relief, to feel like she really wasn't where she was at. One day we will all be together in the Big Treehouse Jewels. Until then hold down the fort.

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ)You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.With others, you tend to be polite and formal.As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

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